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Dream: The Gila Monster
The following dream occurred on 1-2-2000, a short time after my discovery of Sufism:
Over a several hour
period, I see my white-socked foot repeatedly playing with a mysterious
black swirling object that seemed to be attacking it. I feel curiosity,
adventure and danger. Eventually, a very wise male voice called me by
name and said, "You're playing with a Gila monster! Do you really
want to do that?"
Interpretation:
The foot represents my spiritual path or possibly my
attempt at walking my own spiritual path. The Gila monster is a
particularly scary and dangerous form of the symbol of the serpent.
The very word "monster" itself indicates
danger, and indeed, the Gila monster is a venomous
lizard. It is also constantly blurred and swirling, indicating
that it is vague, mysterious and elusive. In sufism, the serpent
represents the sum total of all that which is deepest and
darkest within the unconscious self. The
sock itself may be seen as a form of protection, particularly since
white is associated with purity or redemption. The swirling of this
vague black object about my foot also feels reminiscent of the
dangerous deathmatch between a matador and bull. There is also the
obvious contrast between opposites, emphasized by the black monster
attacking my white socked foot. This same black-white motif, combined
with a confrontation of some sort, showed up in another dream of this
time period that involved an intruding man in black offering a white
calling card. In both cases, it appears that my newfound interest in
the Sufi path is being met with symbols emphasizing the extreme
opposition of black and white. Clearly, I am being told that sufism is
a path that has inherent ties to Jungian depth psychology, or the
psychology of the unconscious. The unconscious speaks in symbols
that both oppose and compensate the position of the conscious self.
Jung repeatedly claimed that the process of individuation required
one's ability to withstand the tension of the opposites
within oneself. This supernatural connection between sufism and
depth psychology has been very well demonstrated by the Sufi teacher
and mystic, Llewellyn Vaughn-Lee.